You assert that as if you had a choice.
How is that consistent with your belief that choices do not exist?
If freewill is an illusion then so is reasoning.
You can't remain reasonably consistent asserting such a belief.
You assert there are no choices but then your next sentence you assert ....................
It's something that a person realizes or they don't.
... ...which is an absolute choice. There is no realization/conclusion to realize/reason because there is really no choice. Your molecular movement caused that illusion. That's cognitive dissonance and no other choice. And if you object then you're contradicting your own reasoning....I mean your contradicting your own illusion because to object would mean you have another choice which you would defend. Ontology digresses to subjective illusion and the laws of logic no longer apply.
The older I become, the more I feel as if my behavior and my beliefs have been influenced by my genetics, and the environment that has influenced me.
Again to be consistent with your belief you only have the illusion that you reasoned that. There really wasn’t any choice or reason for you to be different.
You have no foundation to reason any further. You just told me you don’t have the freewill to reach a reasonable conclusion, because a conclusion infers a free choice of possible givens. All that you assert is not reasoned. It is just the way your molecules moved. Well…..Happy movements to you.
I was going to end it there, but I freely chose to pause (24 hrs) and reason your position further. From my perspective what you just said there is so unreasonable how could anyone even believe it? So I looked at your examples hoping to discover your reasoning/illusion from their support…….
So, for example, if I had not attended a fundamentalist Christian college for one semester and had I not been exposed to the things that I was at that college, I might not have been influenced to dig deeper into various religions. Had I not been heavily indoctrinated into such a harsh version of Christianity, I might have felt comfortable in a more liberal, tolerant version of Christianity. I married a Baha'i when I was 20. There were many things about that religion that attracted me, but in the end, my mind wouldn't allow me to believe the things that the faith claimed were true no matter how hard I tried, so I continued on the road as an agnostic. I searched, read, prayed for answers during my twenties, but no answers ever came. The more I thought and read, the more obvious it became to me that there are no supernatural creatures out there. If I had been a different person, influenced by other things, I might not be an atheist. One of my sisters remains a Christian. The other sister is no longer a Christian, but she continues to hold onto many beliefs which I would consider superstitions. Her beliefs are mostly harmless and she never tries to convince anyone else to accept them. So, we were all influenced by different things that lead us to different conclusions. We had no choice. We simply followed the paths that were open to us. We may feel as if we had choices but the reality is that we simply were influenced by many factors that brought us to a conclusion.
Imo, my Christian sister always had a terrible time with guilt. She has suffered from anxiety and depression for most of her life. She was emotionally and to a lesser extent, physically abused by my Christian father as well. To this day, she suffers from a great deal of guilt. Perhaps that's why she was never able to break away from what we had been told as children. I don't know if that helps explain my position.
First on a personal note, I’m sorry that your chain of events was on the harsher side of life and sincerely hope there are better days ahead for you.
I reason that your whole lamented chain of “What-if’s” as normal reflections over the "could-have-beens". Reflecting upon the past is completely normal and sometimes fun to do. But you offered that list of reflections to support your assertion that freewill is an illusion. I still don’t see the connection, but here is my shot at it in the form of a question........
Are you reasoning (or whatever you call it) that since the past can’t be changed, then we can now forward conclude that all freewill is illusion?
I can't help it if I think too much. I can't help it if I question things that don't make sense to me. That's what I mean when I say that we have no choice in what we believe. It either makes sense to us, or it causes cognitive dissonance.
We all should question things that don't make sense to us. That is a positive virtue. It is actually our epistemic duty. Where would science be today if that did not happen?
But I completely fail to see how freely choosing to be inquisitive ultimately infers that choice, freewill and reasoning don't exist. You have provided no reasoning (or whatever you call it) to make such an unreasonable leap. In my world of reasoning your reasoning/illusion is a perfect example of a non-sequitur and thus erroneous by the laws of logic.
In my world if something does not make sense to me I either reject it or tentatively store it on another self not called knowledge. That is not cognitive dissonance. That is proper epistemology.
A perfect example of cognitive dissonance would be how you are FREELY CHOOSING to REASON the non-existence of freewill, choice and reason.
Again, thanks for the discussion.
Thank you for your response as well. It has been helpful to me.
I realize it's unlikely that we will agree on much or that we will completely understand each other's position.
Again "realize" infers that you had another choice/s and you freely choose this belief, which is inconsistent with your belief.
To me, the only important thing is how we live our lives, not what we believe.
But what we believe directly influences how we live our lives.
And, some people tell me that they can't be good without god. If that't true, then maybe it's good that religion exists.
That assertion reflects a misinterpretation of the Moral Argument. But we can freely choose not to go there for now.
What you feel as a choice has been made is just that you realize what your mind has calculated.
A choice is simply s behaviour that is so simple and obvious that you notices it.
